30 Today... I've had a rough week. Somehow before the week began I mistakenly believed I would get a chance to relax...

Melissa's taking me to Chumash and Solvang for my birthday!

We had a nice quiet Christmas. Mom, Haley and I were here of course and my brother, dad, friend Susan and her daughter all came over. Very quiet, exactly what I needed after the month I've had at work. The house looks a lot better than it's looked in a while.

I found a cd full of old pictures today... Love them!

I truly believe that 2009 will be an amazing year.

I read an interesting quote tonight, one very fitting for the last several years of my life.

"It'll cost nothing to dream and everything not to."

Ugh, my tonsils hurt again. I need to see the doctor this time though so it can be documented that a month after last time I'm sick again. It'll help in my fight to get them taken out. I can't believe I have to convince a doctor to take them when they cause me so many problems.

I have school work to get to... fun stuff!

I always wanted to be the kind of woman that when I left a room people were left thinking, "Wow, what an amazing woman."

I am so that kind of woman.

Some days I really see and feel that way and others I don't, but days like today just prove it.

It's amazing to feel the way I feel.